*Photo above from shutterstock. Don’t worry – I did not take a picture of myself in the bathroom!

I just went to the bathroom to find a little spotting. (sorry if this is TMI! but after everything I have shared, this should not be a big deal). My initial thoughts … worried & bummed. I know that I have heard and read that spotting does not mean you are not pregnant. It could actually be a result of implantation. I know I should not jump to any conclusions but I am human and my thoughts will always think about the scenarios.

I came out and told Matt immediately.  He looked at my sympathetically and also mentioned that it does not mean it did not work.  I know .. I know .. I say.  .. and I do know, but I am getting more anxious.

Next move?  Google of course! I go online and google “spotting before beta” . I come upon a forum where a woman is asking the same question:

I anxiously scroll down to see the responses:

Here is the person that asked the question follow up later ..

Needless to say that this thread made me feel better.  I could go down a huge rabbit hole right now and keep on googling endlessly and try to self diagnose myself but I am stopping here.  I decided to write this journal entry instead!

Now for some meditation and sleep.

Sleep well my friends.  I wait for Monday.

Do you want MORE FREE TIME for what matters most?

Yes, I am with you! 

Register and I'll send you the first step to finding more time for what matters most in your life.

Start Designing YOUR Perfect Imperfect Life!!


Yes, to more time!! Check your inbox to start finding that time for yourself.

Pin It on Pinterest

Share This