My Fertility Story

The reason I started this site was when I “came out” with my fertility struggles. It was through sharing my journey that has allowed me to grow and feel comfortable to share my life journey with you. Therefore, my journey to motherhood is dear to my heart, not because of the miracle kids I have due to it, but because of the process I went through, it has made me into the person I am today. If you are not familiar with my fertility story, you are welcome to read about it below.

Here’s to less than 1% …

My story starts with my 6 + year struggle of getting pregnant.  There was a point where a doctor told me I had less than a 1% chance of having my own baby and that I should start looking into adoption or an egg donor.

Fast forward, I now have my daughter, T and my son, Lee and a day never goes by where I don’t feel so grateful and lucky to have them in my life.  I hid my story for a long time from family, friends, even from myself in some ways, but now I am telling my story in hopes that it helps others so they know they are not alone.

As I went through my IVF journey for the second little miracle, now my son, Lee – I  decided to document the process through journal entries and FB live feeds which you can view here.

I created this to help you go through this impossibly hard journey – to design what seems like an imperfect life into your own version of perfect. Remember, there is no such thing as the “perfect” life, even those you think that have the “perfect” life are most definitely going through struggles you have no idea about. Join me in creating the new concept of “perfect”.

A Perfect Imperfect Life. 

My infertility story …

This is my infertility story.

I hope this helps you in some way!

This is only the beginning – I will continue being a voice of support.

You are not alone!!


Follow my daily journal as I hope and try for another miracle ….

It only takes 1 right? Low number of eggs ..

Another morning, another day of morning monitoring. I'm on Day 10, and I have just come back from morning monitoring. I am currently taking 300 Gonal F, 150 Menopur and 0.25 mg Cetrotide every evening. One of the most important things about morning monitoring is...

mother’s day at morning monitoring

It's Mother's Day and I'm back at morning monitoring, a great way to start the day!  Who needs breakfast in bed when  you can get up at 5:30 am to go get blood work and an ultrasound done. 🙂 As I left Cornell, the waiting room was packed with women.  Thank goodness I...

end of the first week

The end of the first full week. It's 7:30 am and I'm currently sitting in the waiting room at Cornell waiting to be called up for my ultrasound.  I have already gotten my blood drawn.  I just hope I can get back in time to see T for a mini second before she has to go...

no more exercise?!? … noooooo!!!!

I definitely had forgotten the "no exercise" instructions in this process.  I know this because when the nurse read it to me, I think I groaned out loud.  What does this mean to me?  If you know me well you know that I exercise quite often.  The thing is, I do not...

Here comes the shots! :: Gonal-F & Menopur

The evening has arrived for the first set of shots.  I am surprisingly more nervous and emotional than I thought I would be (and no, it's not the medication (yet!) although, I am on the estrogen patch  😉 .. ).  The needles are also longer than I remembered them to...

IVF morning monitoring … What is it?

It's 6:55 am and I have just arrived to the waiting room for morning monitoring.  I realized that I often mention morning monitoring but you may not necessarily know what it is.  This journal entry is for you!  I am refreshing my memory as well - since it's the first...

coculture biopsy complete

Let the medical prodedures begin!  Today I went in for my coculture biopsy.  If you want to learn more about coculture, see my previous journey entry explaining what it is. Below is a breakdown of my experirence getting the coculture biopsy this morning. - Check in...

coculture … what is it?

I have thrown out the term "Coculture" many times in my story and since telling my story.  Many of you might be wondering - okay, now tell me again exactly what this coculture is.  Wait no further, this post is just for you! Endometrial Coculture Is a technique of...


Meditation.  I started practicing meditation during my previous infertility journey.  I had mentioned in my infertility story, that I felt like I tried everything from western to eastern methods.  Meditation was no exception.  One of the biggest challenges when going...



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